It's been a while since I posted on Untethered Realms last. In fact, I think it might have been well over a year. Eek. Sorry guys.
I would have liked to say my absence was due to my sold-out international book tour, or that signing the books during that tour sprained my typing hand... But no.
Unfortunately, the reasons for my absence is an old, familiar friend to writers everywhere... burnout.
It's probably funny to see burnout referred to as a friend, but I did conclude that, while burnout is a thorny fellow, he actually is kinda good to have around. Why? He has a way of making us step back and reassess.
On my side, I'm pretty much consistently go go go, even in the worst of circumstances (of which last year was basically one crap situation extended over about 200 days), but being this way comes at a high cost to my physical and mental health.
By the end of those 200 or so days, my buddy burnout came over, seemingly to stay. I pushed on regardless because I had to, straight through Christmas. And by the third week of January, I was physically ill.
At which point burnout grabbed me by the neck, made me look it square in the eyes, and told me, "You can't go on like this, Misha. Seriously come on."
So to a large extent, being sickly plus burned out was the impetus I needed to take a harsh look at myself and... well... get a grip on some really bad habits I have.
At the same time, I'm also having to look at every aspect of my life and how I'm spending my time, because I simply can't keep going on the way I did and expect for my exhaustion to go away. So at least for now, I've cut way back on everything I possibly can, in the hopes that I can open up my days and start fitting things in, somehow in a way that makes better sense.
And none of these things would have happened if I hadn't burned out, even if it was seriously damaging to my health.
So yeah. Not necessarily a bad guy, burnout.
Do you burn out sometimes? Have you burned out recently? Did burning out make you reconsider your habits and lifestyle?